Miserable

Shit happens. I always end up not saying what I feel because I'm trying not to hurt anyone by any means. It's just not what I'm good at.

I have to admit that i like to keep things to myself.

And at the end of the day I would drown in my own thoughts.

It can be ultimately suffocating.

That I need to spill it somehow.

Being clingy and needy is not all about me.

I believe in the fact that we should not burden any one with our problems.

But it would be really helpful if there is someone who is willing to listen to all the rants.

I wonder how it feels to end it now?

Can i live with that?

No one knows.

Sure as hell it would tear me down.

Somehow I'm grateful for our little infinities.

Emotion

People said that it is better not to trust someone completely..

Because if that person break your trust it would not hurt you that much.

I have a lot of thing that keep on bugging my mind.

They may have been really heavy if they can ever be weighed.

I'm truly afraid of the future.

I'm just hoping that it won't break me apart.

This is rubbish anyway.

I do have a say.

You're mine.

So it is true that women do overthink...a lot to be honest..
The bad thing about overthink is that you always end up worrying about unneccessary stuffs. Like it does not happen actually. Ughhh

I will try to understand you forever...i will

Blank page.

That is the right words to describe my mind right now.

Why does it feels so empty? 

Guess it's so stuffed with biology facts and all.

In the next two days, i'll be sitting for a one hour biology test.

I think that it's kinda ironic that you study so hard like really hard (not that hard tbh..more like smart..okay i lied) to sit for such short test.

But i can never underestimate the power of such test since it contributes marks for the end semester examination. 

Not scoring good marks in the short test would make you suffer in the end exam soon because you will need a solid A for the final papers to cover up the bad marks due to the short test. 

Carry-forward marks can give a huge impact actually.

So that's the part that scared me the most. 

There is time when you are so focus that everything seems to be gone.

All the things that you memorized, learnt and practices..they are all gone.